The drama playing now in my final act needs an expert writer/psychologist to by bring another scene in my life to some kind of resolution or simple understanding.   I really am hesitant to project “what might  have been”.  First there never would have been a William Schmiedel on the scene and I am sure I would still be living at 615 if Ed had not died. But let s suppose.  Would Ed ever give up a beautiful or even a semi beautiful day to go to the Belmont and watch the running of the third race instead of playing golf. ARE YOU NUTS!!!  In all fairness I do believe that Bill conceded to his sister Mary who recently had a long bout with chemotherapy.